When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didn't know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn't have fathomed that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
'Cause I didn't know you
'Cause I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby
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When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, 'cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep, too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby
"BOY ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE THE LAST TIME I SAW U, FEELS LIKE NOTHIN CHANGE SINCE WE BEEN TOGETHER. I MUST ADMIT DAT I'LL GO CRAZY FOR YOU...BABY WHAT HURTS THE MOST IS LETTING GO, I JUST WANT U TO KNOW DAT I LOV EU SO. I KNOW THINGS ARE DIFFERENT NOW"....Almost 2 years has past since da last time i was with him..n im not scared to admit that i miss him n a part of me still has love for him..its hard to 4get ur 1st love, one of a few ppl who u call "MY EVERYTHING"..my bestfren..my lover...da one hoo made me laugh, cry, cared for me thru thick n thin....it hurts wakin up ery morning knowing dat person isnt dare n e more. though things happen fa a reason, i do believe dat but y it gotta b him? i thought i knew him...knew it all about us..but y it gotta turn out dis way?..da worst thing is were not even frens...just complete strangers..what happen to da promise he made that no matter what happens "WE'LL STILL B FRENS, & I WILL STILL BE DARE FOR U"???...i know we cant get bak together n e more bcuz things wouldnt b da same n e more, the trust would b gone.n witout dat its wouldnt work out..i know one day i'll find sumone hoo would love me unconditionally n wouldnt leave me n vise versa...im not in a rush for dat day to come...tho it hurts for da while havin to stil love sum1 hoo doesnt love u n e more...n i knwo wen dat day comes..i still wouldnt forget bout him..tho i hav moved on he's still will hold a special place in my heart...i guess its hard to let go because our relationship end up MESSY..i feel as if i needa go bak n CLEAN IT UP...=(..*SIGH*..right now relationships r off limits..da serious ones...i gotta knwo if all these guysz feelings r true rite?.......
613 & 709 RIP on 4/26/06
